I have a new restlessness in me.
An inner desire that I hardly can describe.
I'm satisfied. So
with me. With life and everything.
My work does not scare me anymore. I have enough experience and confidence to every day to meet all the requirements. When I started 5 years ago, I was often small and uncertain. New tasks made me embarrassed. Too little I knew my own strength. Today I'm grown. See much more relaxed. Let me not like everything.
I like the feeling tired in the evening. The knowledge of having done something. I like it. Yes.
I like my work. Every day
My friends are getting older. With me. They marry. Buy houses or suddenly find their true love. I love to grow up with them. Things to do together. to share feelings. Great show. Every day of your sofa. With cushion and support.
I'm satisfied. Every day.
I have the love of my life at my side. A "we" the flowing through me, at any time of day. Every moment so familiar, tender, full of feeling close. Not long now and we are living our dream. We move in together. After a long time the eternal, sometimes painful distance, we can just enjoy the day together. I long. We have small plans. A new kitchen, new televisions. A completely renovated rooms. Be happy. Crime scene look. We are. Every day.
That's love. Every day. However, I have
a restlessness in me.
A new longing that I can hardly describe, and I have not yet experienced.
A desire to put my heart in turmoil.
I know I still must have patience.
patience to let a new love in my life.
The timing does not yet exist.
But I'm looking forward to. At the time to come sometime.
with you.
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